I need a book

Today I am wishing for a book.

The book I would like to be titled "How to Cope with Infertility: When your family doesn't understand".

I don't know what else to do. I've explained, re-explained, sent them articles, sent them things to say or not say... and still nothing. They still all think that I'm just being dramatic and just need to relax.

I don't know what else to do to try and help them understand.

It's especially tough being so jealous that I'm the oldest child and both my younger sisters have kids. That they got pregnant with "on accident". Honestly, how on earth is that fair.

I guess it's not, life isn't fair. Sometimes it's just not fair and there isn't anything you can do about it.