Wishes

I wish for many things......

I wish for children.

I wish for money.

I wish for a better job with better benefits.

I wish that I could get pregnant easily without having to do all these fertility treatments.

I wish that I would be almost done having children by now instead of still waiting to start.

I wish that my family would be more understanding.

I wish that I had the courage to pick up move away.

I wish that I had the strength to live my life the way that I WANT to, instead of the way other people think I should.

I wish that I things were easier.

I wish I was better at praying and trusting.

I wish, I wish, I wish.

I know that no one can make any of these things happen or easier for me. I know that it's all a struggle that I'm going to have to face within myself and make things happen. BUT for today, I wish life was easier.